Today is the second "real" yoga class! Deanna and I will be attending, Robin is unable as her part time job needs her tonight. I am a bit aprehensive about my decision to spend three nights a week out of the house I am afraid that my studies may begin to slip... but if I can't fit yoga in then i'm off track... so onward and forward I move. Trish and I have decided to go ahead and reincarnate our failing home sessions... It will just be her and myself on Sat mornings in my dining room but it will be something! Classes will be over in 4 weeks so I am confident that I can push through it. I got up late today (out of bed at 7:08am) but that happens sometimes when I am in class till 10pm. At least I wasn't late for work!
I had to restart my Ahimsa awareness/restraint several times in Spanish class last night. There is a girl in there who was put on this earth to teach me patience... she was in Spanish 1 with me last semester and here she is again in Spanish 2 this semester... I apparently did not learn my lesson of patience last semester. I simpely do not like the type of person she is... she interupts the teacher during lecture to ask for the test to be returned from last class... she has a wonderful grasp of the spanish language that I am quite frankly jelouse of but when we do Q&A out loud with the professor she answers the questions before the teacher is finished asking them... No one else ever gets a chance to answer, or even figure out the answer for themselves. So now my problem becomes how to stop thinking badly about her doing these things which I consider rude. Can I just appriciate her for being her and not worrying about others? Isn't that selfish and should I appriciate her for being selfish, and not allowing others to learn? Perhaps she thinks she's helping us by spitting out the answers immediately? Enough!! I will meditate on it either tonight or on saturday and see what comes to me! Perhaps it is just the acceptance that this sort of person exists and there is nothing to be done about it. I will see.
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